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First up, free up the cash. Sell the rally car. Sell the 24' covered-trailer. Sell the truck. Sell my autocross-prepped Subaru WRX STI. Put resources into a new 2013 BRZ and learn to drive a RWD, low-power, low grip line in the cheaper sport to compete in – Autocross. I'm back to being a beginner again after 3 years of rally, and while my times are down from what they were at the height of my dedicated autocross before, I'm learning car control on an entirely different level. I can feel the car come out, I feel the lift-off oversteer even on a low-powered BRZ. I understand the mechanics and the modifications necessary to eke out the most from it. I work my way back to a 2015 WRX in autocross and take the lessons learned from the BRZ and apply it to AWD again in autocross, staying on tarmac and not messing with dirt for a while, due to cost and, well, availability of sites nearby.
Health issues continue to plague me, but I look for motorsports opportunities that allow me to compete without significant risk. After 3 years and some car sales, we finally saved enough to start building our ideal fleet. We bought a reliable diesel truck that gets great fuel economy. We purchased a light aluminum open-car trailer to cut down on travel expenses and have a minimal storage foot-print. We sold off my '15 WRX following the 2016 SCCA Solo Nationals and used the proceeds to finally build a small building that works as 1 car shop + storage. We found and purchased the ideal track-training vehicle as we are ready to move into speed again, doing time-trials and eventually hillclimbs again, a '99 Miata with low-miles.
So here we are, beginners again. Doing HPDE and soon Time Trials, and without any shame in it at all. I don't feel bad having track instructors sitting with me, giving me several race lines, helping me find proper hand technique, threshold braking, etc. I'll be adding power as I become more comfortable, working my way back to events like Pikes Peak. I've learned I have nothing but time, and I'll take a few steps back to do it right. I may be a beginner to the track now, but I'm no longer an amateur. My health and family come first, which allows me to push myself farther than I could before. Never be afraid to ask for help, to slow down to go fast. We are all continual beginners, it just takes time to realize it.